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6月26日

8年没见的情人还会有感觉吗?

前两天朋友生日。。“知道”了一个故事。。所以这两天在想,世界上真有这样的爱情吗?
 
这段8年前的爱情的女主角,自从8年前男主角为了学业放弃了爱情,离开了这个女主角,甚至离开了那个曾经见证他们的爱情的美丽小岛,到了一个拥挤,繁忙,杂乱的大城市。女主角哭过,她的家人也为她哭过,她失眠过,她的家人也曾因为担心她而失眠,她不恨他,但她的家人却永远的讨厌他。
8年后她来到了新西兰这个美丽的天堂,她带着一个6岁的小男孩来到了这个岛。小男孩不是他的,而是一个她在酒吧里认识的的事业型男人的。而他,8年前那段爱情的男主角也因为航海的工作来到了新西兰实习。偶然的机会,让这两个曾是世界最相爱却也最受伤的情人在这个女孩27岁的生日当晚见面了。她不确定他是否回来,她的家人求她答应不要再见他,她不知道自己的内心想法,她想他,她也想见他,她不再哭了,她也不再想问他为什么8年前他能走的那么潇洒。
 
他来了。在烛光与古典音乐的衬托下,他像王子一样回来了。8年里的首次见面,她呆了,她没想到他真的会来。她以为不会再见面了。他们在众人的面前轻松的聊天,甚至是拥抱。数码相机里有他们刚拍的照片,笑的好甜,贴的好近,就像是正在热恋中的男女。烛光晚餐后大家都到了舞厅,她兴奋的跑向舞池开始跳起她最爱的舞姿。他看着她,没有说一句话,没有动一下。突然他站起来走向了吧台,要了一杯她最喜欢的酒。她红着脸颊,喘着气的跑了回来,重重的往火炉旁的沙发上坐了下去,他把酒递给了她,她就像是回到了8年前,非常习惯性的接过了酒大口大口的喝了起来。她突然停住,反应过来现在已经是8年后了,他还记得她最爱的酒。他们凝视着对方,仿佛要穿透对方的灵魂之窗,她缓缓的凑上去,亲亲的在他的嘴唇上吻了一下。他没有惊讶,他笑了笑,仿佛是早以预料到更早就在期待了。最后一次的吻是8年前了,8年后的吻却还是如旧。
 
这个晚上他们吻了几次,这些吻没有激情,没有爱情,却有着想念对方的心情。她问我,你觉得他帅吗?我说是的。 我问她,你还爱他吗? 她的眼神里刹那间浮现了一股忧伤,却又马上浮现出了幸福。她缓缓的告诉我,是的,我还爱着他,8年前8年后我都一样的还是爱他,他是我最爱却也是伤我最深的人,可惜我不能爱他,我有小男孩,而他也有了两个小孩。
 
她和他在8年后都了事业,爱情和亲情,但双方都没有结婚。两人都过着必须付责任却又没有婚姻枷锁的生活。
 
我原本不懂,不懂为什么她会亲他,也不懂为什么他会让她亲他,他们都有着自己独立的生活了,那天晚上后两人见面的机会也不多了,为什么要重温8年前的感觉?难道她不恨他? 难道他不觉得愧疚她? 这两天我一直在想,是因为爱吧, 她爱他爱的太深,所以她不会恨他,无论他做了天杀的事情,她仍然爱他, 而他也爱她爱的太深,所以他不会觉得愧疚她,因为他知道他们的爱情不会让她恨他, 与其要愧疚,不如不要后悔,好好享受一下只有两个人的虚幻世界,在爱情这个虚幻世界里,只有他们两个人。 那天晚上就是这样, 在他们的眼里没有任何多余的人,只有对方,只有爱。
 
谢谢你,J and C, 谢谢你们的爱情故事。
 
 
(我知道我莫名其妙的说了这个故事,又莫名其妙的变的那么伤感,又莫名其妙的变的老套,但是这是个让人感动的故事,让人幻想,看着他们现在的样子,实在很难想象他们曾经分开,不知道这是不是所谓的THE ONE AND ONLY TRUE LOVE IN YOUR LIFE呢?)
6月24日

惨。。

 people, let me ask you guys a question, are you guys allergic to anything? like peanuts? seafood? etc? guess what!!!i think i'm allergic to something, 1st thing i found i am allergic to in my life, i'm allergic to ALCOHOL!!!
 
i went to a friend's birthday dinner at this romantic, high-class wine bar in the city, called Number 5, it's sooooo amazing...we all have to dress up formal and stuff, it was soooo nice...so all of us had 3 bottles of wine, 2 red and 1 white for the dessert....and omg, i never knew wine can be soooo expensive, $90 NZD!!! crazy...but to be honest, it's really nice, smooth, rich, don't make you feel "yuk" when you drink it, makes you feel so "幸福" and happy....but omg...i can't believe i got allergies...my body is like itchy...red...."dotty"...i hate this!!! i don't want to get sick 2 days before my exams....so sad.....but me gonna go do a allergy test after the exams...i heard it's fun...wahahahahaha....
6月20日

wahahahahaha

wahahaha..me soooo HAPPY.....i finally got my IB assignment back...my most worried assignment this semester...me is soooo happy i passed and passed with a+...hehe...me sooooo happy
 
me saw the messages you people left me ne...telling me you guys miss me....i miss you guys soooo much too...makes me sooooooo happy (again)....btw people, CC is not tooo good, she's old, she walks crumbled now...no energy at her back legs, right-front legs are crumbled and the vet was telling me that the worst situation is cancer and have to cut her leg off....hell no....that's tooo much for my CC, can't imgaine myself when she ......   nononono....people don't think anymore....can anyone of you give me a huggy next time and tell me CC is fine?? me miss her...me miss my energetic/ always curious/ always hungry/ always chubby CC :(
 
anyway~~~3 more exams to go (although i know ming finished her last one b4 i even started my first)....gdddddd luck~~
6月14日

hehe

so happy ne...coz at least i know that there're still friends out there checking out my space...now i feel sooooo guilty for hardly-ever-updating my space...but i will from now onwards (hopefully)...but thanks guys..thanks for saying you'll be back for me...well, for houses, for uni,for family, but at least you will all see me...which makes me happy...but alice you're right...maybe I WILL BE SOMEWHERE, which i never know...people say saggitarius people are changeable, unpredictable...but actually, i think i'm like an old woman now...the things i do are soooooo predictable...like i still hate the foods i hate, i still love chocolate, i don't like exciting things that'll excite NORMAL 19 to 20 year old people, like drinking, driving, clubbing...i don't like any of those....who knows why...anyway...people good luck with exams...we need to keep in touch after exams...girls....i NEED shopping.....i NEED chats with you girls....i NEED hugs....><
 
hehe...but i'm happy..happy to see your messages...happy to know i'm being watched / loved / worried / missed / hehe...thanks girls~~
6月11日

"new" update

hehe...so shame to say "new" update....daidai i know la...me is lazy ma...i hardly go on msn anymore...so hehe....but here i am..finally...updating my space
 
anyway...everybody studying for their own exams....but me thinking one thing o...me just saw angie's space and saw her message about graduation...i was thinking...by the time i graduate, it will be at least (AT LEAST) 2011...then do professions like CA and lawyer...omg...by the time i graduate...you guys will be like working/overseas/or even getting married...anybody interested in coming back to auck for my graduation? guess not...sigh....hate this...
 
oh yes oh yes, thought about one more thing...daidai's mum was over at my house for dinner once, and we're chatting over the dining table, and i suddenly told her, by the time i graduate (in another 3 years, minimum) i'll probably have to travel around the world for weddings...like aussie for angie??hehe...canada for daidai...usa for francy...i hope cherry and ming will be in auck...at least i can save some money...but aunty was surprised, she was like :"you will travel around the world for their weddings?" and i was like "HELL YEAH, of course" (well, the "HELL YA" is in my heart)...but yeah, try to imagine this...in another 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 years time...then it's time for another new life...sounds scary...at least it sounds scary to me...life's short ne... (why do i sound like an old woman??)
 
oh well...enough rubbish for my "new" update...wahahahahaha ...i'm off